I swear Monday came, and “Poof!” it’s Thursday. Time to hang out with Amanda and let the randomness flow:)
Insane right!? I don’t even know how that came about, because I had the last few pieces the day before and I had totally forgotten about it. That’s what I thought. Sub consciously I must have been worried without realizing! And my poor still-in-slumber-mode mind was frantically doing the math on what day it was purchased. No surprise that I kept on bringing up the wrong date, freaking myself out further into the thinking I ate it all in 3 days.
She is one of the most intelligent souls around..we’ve often discussed it and came to the conclusion that she understands English! I’ve got a lion cub puppy I’m bringing up on the sidelines..we don’t want to be in the situation where we’re dog-less. The little tyke is the dog version of a spoilt brat..it’s all that adorableness ❤
Rather chemically compare to my previous ones..but it works a charm in keeping tired feet soft and soothed.
4. I’ve read up on a few people who experienced greatly improved sleep-ability as they recovered..or after, I’m not sure. But darnnit I’m really waiting for that to happen with me. I’m grateful I’m not up half the night like old times, but I could do with an easier task of a) falling asleep b) staying asleep. While certain nights I’ve had to get up and eat something because I was actually hungry..overall I’m not a good sleeper since my ED. And I don’t blame you if you’re rolling your eyes now and going “girrl, you can’t blame it all on your eating disorder.” Let me tell you why I do…
5. I refused to accept that the many ‘issues’ I was having was down to being underweight. I always brought up a hundred other reasons why it wasn’t my low weight to blame. As I progress through recovery I’ve come to learn otherwise. Permanently blue/red hands that are icy-cold to the touch? ED..thank heavens that’s gone. MIA period? ED. Leg cramps in the middle of the night? ED..gone too:). A miserable year of insomnia? Partly ED I’m sure. Screw you ED! I want to sleep like the
lazy normal teenagers around me.
6. My life has positively taken a turn after the purchase of my first bag of chocolate chips. I’m down to my last double chocolate chip muffin. I made it on MONDAY and I’m the only one eating on them!! *not gonna panic, not gonna panic…Tra-la-la* I think I had 3 yesterday..one with ice-cream!
7. Another thing I made with chocolate chips (it’s illegal to get tired of
hearing reading about chocolate you know):
CCK’S Cookie dough baked oatmeal topped with peanut butter
Mmmm that was really good. Make it!
I’m feeling bubbly and optimistic today.. let’s hope that lasts for half the day at least ;).
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