Hey there 🙂
I’m Ms.J, a 19 year old girl (um young lady?) living in the beautiful South Africa, on the road to a complete recovery after a few years lost to anorexia. I’ve had mere ‘attempts’ at recovering previously, but this time I’m in it to win it.
Having taken on a high level of responsibility early in life, coupled with an anxious “have to do it all PERFECTLY” mindset, I believe contributed to me trying to attain a sense of ‘control’ by restricting. Contrary to popular belief; an ED has very little to do with vanity for some. My late teenage years kind of went by in a blur of simply existing in a world of my own.
I love: honoring my regained sweet
tooth teeth..magical sunsets and sunrises..consuming oatmeal more than once a day..nature..fashion..coffee..nut butters..reading. And I could pass for a monkey with my love of bananas. I’m on a journey to rediscover myself ; the one person I thought I knew well, but it appears I know very little about.. all the while learning to embrace who I am – outwardly and within.
It is absolutely necessary that I keep my identity a secret – yes I am on the caliber of those undercover FBI agents – but in all seriousness I could be hunted down and stalked and that scares the heebie-jeebies out of me 😉 !
Let’s get better acquainted in my First post 🙂